Colorful candles with the words: but what if it all works out?A bird asks what to do now; a gecko replies: I think you just keep going. The bird says: oh god.

evan's blog

stage fright

November 14th, 2026

originally an entry in my journal: i actually kinda had fun yesterday. it was super ad-hoc, but i’m…

custody battle with the machine

July 19th, 2026

I kinda don’t know what I’m doing with my life anymore. It’s kind of scary because I feel like I wan…

what i learned building attention residuals from scratch

April 2026

I wanted to understand how transformers actually route information between layers. Not at the level…

tinytpu.com

Aug 17th, 2025

Nobody really understands how TPUs work…and neither do we! So we wanted to make this because we want…

studio ghibli relationships

June 12th, 2025

Many people who I used to spend time with by watching movies, late night calls, or even just chillin…

chasing a moving goalpost

March 31st, 2025

(roommates and i on our way to write a final) I didn’t end up taking another gap year like I wanted.…

reflections on a year of daily paper journaling

Aug 28th, 2024

i started this notebook on 11/25/23. now i have three pages left as of 08/28/24! a little over a yea…

to the young and ambitious: there's no rush to grow up

Aug 23rd, 2024

i used to be heavily involved in many discord and slack communities themed around self-starters and…

you (probably) shouldn't deprive yourself of the process of discovery

Aug 20th, 2024

more often than not on my twitter tl, i come across profiles who post daily ml updates. it's clearly…

funemployment in the bay

Aug 11th, 2024

june 8th 2024. i left toronto for san francisco. since then i've learned alot on how to take care of…

souls who inspire me

June 18th, 2024

People who accept that there are diverse routes through life. They define themselves not by the acco…

on creative writing

April 3rd, 2024

I’m trying to get back into creative writing. I feel like I have so many thoughts and ideas which li…

rekindling childlike wonder

March 29th, 2024

I toiled away at school during my first semester. The notorious tales my friends would tell me about…

rabbitholes

January 9th, 2024

School should feel like learning, and not like an attempt to try and beat a system. I don't really f…